Thursday, June 29, 2006
help, i'm disappearing.
i'm at 120 lbs even with a disgustingly full stomach. what the fuck? have i actually managed to lose more weight since coming home, even though i swear to jesus that i am eating more than i can possibly fit into my body? i must:
a) be pregnant
b) have a tapeworm
today i ingested:
breakfast:
(2) cigarettes
(2) teas
(1) bowl Honey Bunches of Oats cereal with 1% milk (my mom switched to 1%)
soul food:
then i watched Season 2 of Alias on DVD for 4 consecutive hours, because i am of course really depressed about my breakup and i dont want to do anything but sit on the couch and think about whether or not i should call what's-his-name, while i watch beautiful people shoot each other/have sex.
lunch:
(1) cheese and veggie quesadilla, which i made, and which was totally gross.
(2) cigarettes
snack:
(1) chocolate-fudge-caramel brownie thingie from Starbucks
(5) Baci hazelnut-chocolates
dinner:
(2) slices of cheese pizza from Papa Gino's
(1) sip of my mom's totally gross diet Pepsi.
a) be pregnant
b) have a tapeworm
today i ingested:
breakfast:
(2) cigarettes
(2) teas
(1) bowl Honey Bunches of Oats cereal with 1% milk (my mom switched to 1%)
soul food:
then i watched Season 2 of Alias on DVD for 4 consecutive hours, because i am of course really depressed about my breakup and i dont want to do anything but sit on the couch and think about whether or not i should call what's-his-name, while i watch beautiful people shoot each other/have sex.
lunch:
(1) cheese and veggie quesadilla, which i made, and which was totally gross.
(2) cigarettes
snack:
(1) chocolate-fudge-caramel brownie thingie from Starbucks
(5) Baci hazelnut-chocolates
dinner:
(2) slices of cheese pizza from Papa Gino's
(1) sip of my mom's totally gross diet Pepsi.